Sabtu, November 13, 2004

Bad news

We broke up. For those who knows our story, you'd know we technically broke up a long time ago. Only recently, we emotionally broke up. Last Tuesday to be precise. But at that time, still he said we're gonna try again. It's not the end.
Come friday...he said "no more".
It hurts. Suddenly the tears came dan aku di ofis, menangis teresak-esak sambil menaip depan pc. Nasib baik ofis dah kosong sebab mostly dah balik raya. So pathetic.
Please don't ask me what happened. Biarlah kami saja yang tahu. He has been good to me, as I have been to him. Mungkin we weren't meant to be. Mungkin nanti? Hmmm...mungkin tidak. Mungkin...
And you, my dear, why do you have to make it difficult and tell me you miss me? Why?
What do you want me to say...that I miss you too? You know that I do, stupid.
I want to be strong and let bygones be bygones and forget what happened. Can you all be so kind and not ask me about him anymore? It's easier to forget when I am not reminded of him by everyone. Please...?

Ku rentangkan hati
Ku balut luka lama saat kau pergi
Ku tegarkan diri
Walau bayangmu hadir di setiap mimpi

Oh haruskah kubenamkan diri meratapi
Tenggelam sesali yang terjadi
Tersiksa bersama hampa ... asa

Kini ... ku hanya ingin lupakan semua
Mengenangmu menyesakkan ... jiwa
Kan ku hapus air mata
Hingga ku dapat sembuhkan luka...

Ku coba hadapi
Walau pahit terasa di relung hati
Harus ku lewati
Seakan semua tiada pernah terjadi

Kini ... ku hanya ingin lupakan semua
Mengenangmu menyesakkan ... jiwa
Kan ku hapus air mata
Hingga ku dapat sembuhkan luka...

Semoga kelak lupakan semua
Mengenangmu menyesakkan ... jiwa
Kan ku hapus air mata
Hingga ku dapat sembuhkan luka ...

Ku rentangkan hati
Ku balut luka lama saat kau pergi
Ku tegarkan diri
Walau bayangmu hadir di setiap mimpi

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