Ahad, November 13, 2005

Kanda, Apa Khabar Kau Di Sana?

Saya mahu, mahu, mahu ke Bandung lagi.

Dan Jogja juga. (eross, tunggulah aku di kota mu!!)

Mid next year, what say you?

Mari lah mari...

P/S: Abang Thorik kayaknya M.I.A nih...hmmm....

Words for a 'wise' guy

Heard some one has been talking bad about me. The beauty of it, he doesn't even know me. He hasn't even talk to me and yet he doesn't like me. Well, saying "hai, dah lama sampai?" followed by, "datang sorang je?" isn't considered having a conversation. Here's some news, I never liked you too. Just like that boy has been selling stories about me to you, he's been bad mouthing you to me. Ha ha ha.

And just like he lied to me, why wouldn't he lie to you too?

You might consider what ever you are doing as protecting the image of those boys you are taking care of. I consider what ever I am doing as trying to help him do what he must to change it. See the difference?

Do yourself and them a favor. Stop selling your cute tales. It's sick. And the more you talk, the more people will realize what a moron he is. And you'd seem like a moron too for trying to cover that up.

As I was a moron for believing in him before.

You use the masses to get your words to people. Right now your words aren't able to hurt me, simply because we don't belong to the same circle. Don't u realize it will only reflect on you guys?

I hope these words get to you. And for your sake, stop it. Only he and I know what exactly happened. Hasn't it ever occured to you that there's always two-sides of that story? Don't pass judgement of me just based on what he said.

Hell, I don't even care.

Sudahlah, aku muak dengan segala kebodohan ini.

Note: Gilakan dia? Gilakan dia my ass.

Sabtu, November 12, 2005

..:: CINTA vs SUKA ::..

Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta,
hati kita akan berdegup kencang...
Tapi di depan orang yang kita suka,
hati kita akan gembira...

Di depan orang yang kita suka,
musim itu cuma berangin sahaja...
Di depan orang yang kita cinta,
musim sentiasa berbunga-bunga...

Jikalau kita lihat di dalam mata orang yang kita cinta,
kita akan kaku...
Tapi jikalau kita melihat ke dalam mata orang yang kita suka,
kita akan tersenyum...

Di depan orang yang kita cinta,
lidah kelu untuk berkata-kata...
Di depan orang yang kita suka,
lidah bebas berkata apa sahaja...

Di depan orang yang kita cinta,
kita menjadi malu...
Di depan orang yang kita suka,
kita akan tunjukkan imej yang sebenar...

Kita tidak boleh merenung mata orang yang kita cinta...
Tepi kita selalu merenung mata orang yang kita suka...

Bila orang yang kita cinta menangis,
kita akan turut menangis...
Bila orang yang kita suka menangis,
kita akan turut membuat dia gembira...

Perasaan cinta bermula dari mata,
Perasaan suka bermula dari telinga...
Jadi, jikalau kita berhenti menyukai seseorang yang kita suka...
Umpama kita membuang telinga kita
Tapi jika kita cuba menutup mata
Cinta berbuah menjadi airmata

Setiap orang yang akan mengalami ini dalam hidup mereka,
Cuma fikirkanlah bersama-sama siapa yang anda cinta.

Tetapi, hakikatnya
Cinta kepada Allah swt
Adalah lebih hakiki dan abadi


Nota kaki: aku curik dari bulletin orang.

Kambing dan Kebo

Somebody has been really sweet to me. It freaks the people around me tho. Got different views from different people. As for me, I don't really want to think of it. Am not really giving a thought about so many stuffs in my life at the moment. If that means I am heart broken, maybe...just maybe, I am. But this heart doesn't seems to be broken. Either that's true or I am too clueless and ignorant to notice.

Sigh.

To all my caring friends, luv y'all. Your concern is highly appreciated.

Jom pergi karaoke nak? Aku kangen nak mengasah bakat. Ahaks.

To that somebody, 'kambing poyo' is nothing bad. It's adorable tau. Haha. Okay, I'll change it to:
a) Tiang Telefon
b) Bontot Power (muahhahaha!!!)
c) Metallica
d) Didi
e) Other. Please Fill____________

Pilih sendiri. 20 sen, 20 sen...

Selasa, November 08, 2005

Kanak2 pintar

had very late lunch after work with Lelaki's big bro and youngest bro. Saje, minum2, makan2. Young bro was very adorable.
Y.B=young bro
B.B=big bro
Me=well....me.

Y.B: Angah (that's B.B) kena kawen dgn C.T (nurhal!za, who else? hahaa...)!
B.B: kenapa pulak??
Y.B: Angah artis, C.T pun artis. Padan. (Yelah tu dik...)
B.B: Bila pulak Angah artis...
Me: Kalau angah dgn C.T, 'Lelaki' tuh?
Y.B: Dengan Kak F4rina lah!!!
Me: Huh?? Eh saya tak nak kahwin dgn dia lah...
Y.B: Elleh awak tipu!
Me & B.B: huh?? (ey budak nihhh)

Kecik2 dah pandai.

Ahad, November 06, 2005

Sexy?

Your Vibe Is Somewhat Sexy

On a good day, you're the sexiest woman in the world
But on a bad day, you can't help but feel a little average
Try to remember the times you've felt the sexiest...
And keep that attitude even on the worst of days

Muahahahaha...

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Tell me something I don't know





You Are a Drama Queen (or King)


(You are more dramatic than 70% of the population.)


And the oscar goes to... you!

You're all about overreacting and just plain acting.

You see the world as your stage, and give a great performance.


And while you're friends may find you entertaining at times...

Everyone's secretly hoping that you'll just chill a little.

(But they'd never tell you - they fear your wrath!)


raye

Been dragging lyna to raya with me and family these past couple of days. Really hoped she's been enjoying herself with us. Babe, u've been great.
As usual, I had to go thru with the normal routine of 'Bila nak kahwin?' Q&A session, in which I finally use the sentence I've been practicing for this whole year...
"Sekarang pun saya nak, jodoh je tak sampai lagi"
It's a very productive answer, since I am born into a family of match makers. They have started lining up blind dates for me.
My first reaction...ey, tak nak lah!
Then the questions came...why? and why not?
Soalan yang ini, aku tak tahu nak jawab.

Bak kata Dhani..."hadapi dengan senyuman".

Last afternoon, *surprise, surprise*, went to HIS home to beraya. Called his bro first to let him know we're coming. HE was right up front in the lawn when lyna n i arrived. Hahaha...my guts almost terbang melayang-layang bila nampak dia. Almost. Went in, met the whole family, mkn kerepek lada hitam, air zam-zam, macam2, shared lots of laugh...while he lock himself away in his room. Cute, avoiding me in his own house. Almost pitied him for having to do that. Almost. The mom's quite pelik why the whole time I was there, he wasn't around. Put two and two together, I think she'd come to a conclusion, eventually.

"hadapilah ini...kisah kita takkan abadi..."

12 may

Your Birthdate: May 12

You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame.
You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them.
Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing.
You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship.

Your strength: Your charm

Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics

Your power color: Indigo

Your power symbol: Four leaf clover

Your power month: December

Addicted to blogsthings, i think

Your Power Color Is Lime Green

At Your Highest:

You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary.

At Your Lowest:

You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in.

In Love:

You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated.

How You're Attractive:

Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room.

Your Eternal Question:

"What else do I need in my life?"

Sabtu, November 05, 2005

I act my age, baby! Hahaha...

You Are 23 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.



but if ppl ask...tell them i am 17. always.

Emo juge

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

Jumaat, November 04, 2005

Pendiam dan Pemalu

Spent last nite till wee hours in the morning reading testimonials for me written by my friends in f'ster. Cara yang baik untuk menaikkan self esteem tatkala sedang berduka lara. No, semalam saya tidak berduka lara. Cuma...ntah, sesaje jek. Hehehhe...

Some testimo made me say 'huh??!', some made me laugh, some made me smile, but all of them is just really sweet. Thanks to all who has taken the time and effort to crack ur head and made my day. It's weird to realize how the things we did, secara sengaja atau tak sengaja, yang kita anggap besar atau kecil, sadar atau NGGAK SADAR affects how others perceive us.

Tapikan...satu yang jelas...most people describe me as...

TALKATIVE.

Mak nenek ke aku ni ek??


tapi ada seorang yang kata aku pemalu. seriously he said I am that. To which I replied...
"I think if most of my friends hear u call me that, they will either tarik2 rambut mereka tanda tak setuju, atau tarik2 rambut kamu sebab tak puas hati."

Talkative, aku terima. Pemalu? Ada kot. Ada kot. Kot la...hahhahaha

Selasa, November 01, 2005

Sememangnya aku Taurus sejati




Your True Sign Is Taurus


Patient

Stubborn

Possessive

Self-Indulgent

Greedy and Generous

Determined and Deliberate

Lover Of All Things Luxurous

Comfort Seeking and Comforting




What's Your True Zodiac Sign? Take This Quiz :-)




Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

Aku?

Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating
Maybe you're looking for love...But mostly you're looking for fun.You could get serious with the right person.For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.


The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.


How You Life Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
How Do You Live Your Life?


How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How Are You In Love?


You Are 80% Boyish and 20% Girlish
You have a tough exterior - and usually a tough interior to match it.You're no nonsense, logical, and very assertive.Sometimes you can't understand women at all, even if you're a woman yourself.You see things rationally, and don't like to let your emotions get the best of you.
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?


You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls
You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.
How Girlie Are You?


Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is
After dinner at your favorite restaurant, at the spot where you first kissed.


You Have Your PhD in Men
You understand men almost better than anyone.You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.
How Well Do You Understand Men?


You Are a Daisy
You see the world with an artist's eye.
Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments.
You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets.
You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in.
What Flower Are You?


Your Element is Fire
Your power color: red
Your energy: hot
Your season: spring
Like a fire, you are full of power and light.A born leader, you easily draw people toward you.You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous.You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention.
What Element Are You?


You Are a Skin Deep Sweetheart
You may be supermodel gorgeous or a plain Jane.It really doesn't matter, because you're confident and secure.You don't go out looking like a slob, but you are low maintenance.You have better things to worry about than whether your nails are the right shade!
Are You Obsessed With Your Looks?


Your Scent is Rose

Delicate, feminine, and soft
Your personality is fresh and understated
What Scent Are You? Take This Quiz :-)
Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

Selamat, selamat, selamat

am chilling at lyna's place again tonite. ppl, my tagboard is back so just shout!!! haha...

was in s.alam earlier this evening. lyna wanted to see His home. Took her lalu depan that house. I almost had a heart attack when I saw a guy in front. Thought it's Him! Called up the big bro. Rupanya it's the big bro. Fuhh. Don't want that idiot to think I am stalking him. Hahaha. Big bro asked me to come berbuka and beraya. Should i??

Not sure if I want to.

Raya is in a few days time. Me in spirit to forgive and to apologize. Hehehe...(spirit kutip duit raya pun ada...ada orang tu bagi saya duit raya banyakkk. Terima kasih! Ehekss..layak lagi rupanya saya dpt duit raya ye) Anyway, apa saya nak cakap ye...haaa...

Saya nak minta maaf kepada semua, andai ada TERbuat silap dan salah, TERkasar bahasa, TERgores hati, TERkuat nada, TERtipu, TERkutuk, TERumpat...dan segala TER yang sewaktu dengannya, dari jauh ku pohonkan ampun maaf...sob sob sob.

Any request ke untuk aku buat open house?

p/s: aku nak duit raya...nak duit raya...nak duit raya...

Khamis, Oktober 27, 2005

ME

i didn't realize my previous entry got so much response. friends calling from all over the globe, the sms, the emails...when was the last time i told u guys i love y'all?

In case it was so damn long ago,

I LOVE YOU!!!

many asked, how am i doing. I feel good...better than when I was with him. Shanice asked me to go for medical check up, there might be something wrong with my brain. For it seems like nothing has happened. Well, nothing life altering.

In a way, nothing has.

Buka puasa with Mr. Poyo tomorrow. Oh by the way Encik, thanks for ur testi. That was just so kind of you. Can't imagine anyone like to receive my cili padi words, but u seem to enjoy it so much, eh? hahaha...

I'm signing off now, just thought I should make a short entry to let everyone know....

I AM STILL IN ONE PIECE!!!

p/s: Guys, ehem ehem...I am single too. Muahahhaha! (No, I am not THAT desperate.)

Ahad, Oktober 09, 2005

Conf3ssion of a T33nage Dr4ma Qu33n

Dalam hujan.
Projet Shah Alam.
Kereta Honda.
2 perempuan, 1 lelaki.
Diulang, hujan.
Perempuan A bertudung. Perempuan B tidak.
Lelaki pakai baju yang Perempuan A belikan dari Bandung. Perempuan B tarik-tarik baju tu, Perempuan A kata, eh jangan, I bought this!!
Lelaki marah Perempuan A. Sebab Perempuan A yang call Perempuan B dan menyebabkan semua penipuan Lelaki terbongkar. Lelaki pasang 2. Classic story.
Dan Lelaki marah sebab Perempuan A nak call family Lelaki dan bagitahu apa Lelaki dah buat.
Yang Lelaki dah lenjan Perempuan B.
Tapi Perempuan B kata dia tak kisah. Walaupun Lelaki kata dia tak nak kahwin dengan Perempuan B.
Sebab Perempuan B sayang.
Perempuan A konpius.
Ternyata sangat padan lah Perempuan B dan Lelaki itu.
Mereka berdua bodoh.
Lelaki kata pada Perempuan A, "Saya tak mahu jumpa awak lagi. Awak jangan nak mengada-ngada rapat dengan keluarga saya lagi!"
Perempuan A senyum. "Okay. Tak kisah. Salam dulu, kita pisah cara baik-baik."
Lelaki sangat marah. Dia tak mahu salam.
Maka Perempuan A menampar Lelaki itu dan terus menaiki keretanya dan meluncur pergi.

To Perempuan A: He doesnt deserve you.
To Lelaki: Insaflah
To Perempuan B: Wake up. He's just using you for money and sex.

Isnin, September 26, 2005

when things go wrong...

YOU.

SELAMAT TINGGAL SAYANG
BILA UMURKU PANJANG KELAKKU KAN DATANG 'TUK BUKTIKAN
SATU BALAS 'KAN KAU JELANG

JANGAN MENANGIS SAYANG
KU INGIN KAU RASAKAN PAHITNYA TERBUANG SIA2
MEMANG KAU PANTAS RASAKAN


TERLINTAS SATU KATA....


BABI!

Rabu, Ogos 03, 2005

L.O.V.E meluluk....

Dan sesungguhnya aku terlupa...

For Lin and Arief's soon to be born child, Auntie love u already!

p/s: yang lain bile lagi?? ha ha ha....

Selasa, Ogos 02, 2005

L.o.v.e

Sesungguhnya bukan kekaratan yang menguasai diri. Lately love has been a hot topic in my life. Some found new love, some decides to seal their love (Lissa, aku suka banget kartu kamu!!! And Pakcik, makasih invite, aku pasti dtg!), some lost their love, some...masih mencari love. (Malahan September kan bakal ada rombongan 3 cewek keren lagi cantik malah baik hati tapi masih jomblo, yang bakal mencari cinta nun jauh ke negara jiran.
Tapi...ada apa dgn chenta?
Anyway, it's good to see a good friend of mine finally found someone he loves enough to marry. It's a very awkward situation to tell here. To you and your old flame, I wish both of u the best. U know I love u, right?
Situation ini buat aku reflek balik pada diri sendiri. My self, my life, my relationships. I guess...aku masih bisa bertahan di sana. After all...he's still the best friend I have ever had.
And he's waiting for me outside this CC, smoking.

Y'all...aku sihat!! Kapan2, calling2 ya!

Mwahhssss!!!

Ahad, Julai 17, 2005

adakah sheilag4nk hanya bermaksud, peminat sheila 0n 7? saya bangkang, puan.

sheilag4nk adalah yg memahami apa maksudnya menjadi sheilag4nk.

dan kerna itu...aku menyetujui kamu ili, sheilag4nk adalah sahabat sejati. enuff said.

semoga kita selalu jadi sebuah kisah klasik utk masa depan.

mungkin

sebenarnya aku pengen tulis what happened as it is. tapi aku tahu aku akan regret. tapi aku mahu kamu tahu apa yg telah terjadi padaku. and so i walked there. but u were not there. he was. he looked and me and knew something's wrong. and he said...talk to me. but i cant. i know u wont like it. which pisses me off since why should i still care what u like or not??

knowing u has been a great experience. mcm rollercoaster. 1 minit kat atas, 1 minit aku menjunam kebawah dgn hanya tali pinggang to secure me, which..if it gives, aku arwah serta merta. which reminds me. aku kena beli insurans nyawa.

mungkin tak selayaknya aku hadir. mungkin aku harus segera pergi. mungkin ada org nak sponsor aku study di indon? where i shall be gone for good.

aku benci perkataan mungkin.

mungkin aku harus berhenti memikirkan kemungkinan.

have u ever?

have u ever felt so angry, u felt numb?

have u ever felt so low, u wish to die?

have u ever felt so sad, u end up laughing?

have u ever felt so lost, u dare not move an inch?

if you have, then join the crowd.

YOU, I THINK YOU'RE JUST CLUELESS.

which makes me an idiot for thinking u know.

have u ever even think of me? even a little, even at all?

Kadang aku berfikir, dapatkah kita terus coba
Mendayung perahu kita, menyatukan ingin kita

Sedang selalu saja, khilaf yang kecil mengusik
Bagai angin berhembus kencang, goyahkan kaki kita

Genggam tanganku jangan bimbang, tak usahlah lagi dikenang
Naif diri yang pernah datang, jadikan pelajaran sayang

Dengar bisikanku oh dinda,c oba lapangkan dada kita
T'rima aku apa adanya, jujur hati yang kita jaga

Mengapa selalu saja, khilaf yang kecil mengusik
Bagai ombak yang besar, goyahkan kaki kita

Genggam tanganku jangan bimbang, tak usahlah lagi dikenang
Naif diri yang pernah datang, jadikan pelajaran sayang

Dengar bisikanku oh dinda, coba lapangkan dada kita
T'rima aku apa adanya, jujur hati yang kita jaga

Bila gundahmu tak menghilang, hentikan dulu dayung kita
Bila kau ingin lupakan aku, ku tak tahu apalah daya

Khamis, Jun 30, 2005

Besok barangkali.

Apa mas yakin kita masih punya hari esok?

Hmmm...

Ya ka???!

when a girl is quiet,
she is tired of loving you
yet dunno if you love her.

when a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering if u love her.

when a girl says "im fine" after a few seconds,
she is not fine at all.

when a girl stares at you,
she is thinking if only she can have you.

when a girl lies on ur shoulder,
she is hoping time would stop forever.

when a girl calls you everyday,
she wants to hear ur voice.

when a girl wants to see you everyday,
she miss you.

when a girl sms you everyday,
she expects you to reply.

when a girl says "i love you",
she actually means it.

when a girl says she cant live without u,
she means if you die, she will die.

when a girl says "i miss you",
she really miss you.

Selasa, Jun 28, 2005

Curik dari blog kak im

Choose an artist/band and answer using their song

My Choice: D3W4

Are you male or female: K1R4NA
Describe yourself: EL4NG
How do some people feel about you: M4TAHARI, BUL4N, BINT4NG
How do you feel about yourself: S4TU
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: ROM4N PICIS4N
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: K4MUL4H S4TU-S4TUNYA
Describe where you want to be: ANG1N
Describe what you want to be: HIDUP INI IND4H
Describe how you live: AKU TET4PL4H AKU
Describe how you love: MIST1kUS C1NT4
Share a few words of wisdom: H4D4PI DENG4N SENYUM4N

Going cuckoo...

am feeling really shitty. it's like i am going to war againts the whole world. ehemmm....WORLDDD!!! (dah demam? ahakss). Well, it's that time of the month. I'll just leave it to that. No need for scientific explaination on why am I feeling so shitty.

I can't believe it's only Wednesday esok. Why cant it be friday?? why?? Aku betul2 takde mood nak kerja ni...betul2 sgt2 takde mood.

Aku mau hingar, aku mau di pasar.

Dan aku mau 'kamu'. How could u be so blind?

Only thinking bout September keeps me sane.

Yang Terbaik Bagimu

i've been silent. there are so many things i wanted to write about, wanted to share with y'all tapi i can't seem to find the right words. tried to, but it always comes out wrong. today i'm trying again...just in case anyone still browses thru my blog. ha ha...

My last entry was in March. Aku confirmed kat kilang gula on 1st April (got early confirmation...he he..) and Arwah Abah passed away on 2nd. Part ni yang bagi aku paling susah nak cerita. Orang selalu ckp, yang pergi biarlah pergi, yang hidup ni kena teruskan hidup. Tapi satu yang pasti...bila yg pergi tu pergi, yang hidup pasti akan merasa hidup berubah. Tipulah kalau aku ckp, tak pernah terlintas pun ttg arwah, especially kalau ada keputusan nak dibuat, ada peristiwa berlaku. Ada jugak terlintas, kalau ada Abah, apa ya yang dia akan buat, apa akan jadi.

Dan tipu jugak kalau aku cakap, aku tak rindu Arwah Abah. Aku rindu sangat2. Even as I am writing this pun, air mata tu nak jugak keluar.

It's been almost 3 months. 12 july ni, 100 hari.

Actually, I still cant bring my self to write about this. Dont want to make it sound tak redha, or too sad...i wanted to state it as it is. Manalah tau, boleh jadi peringatan kat semua, to treat them well masa diorang ada. Tapi tak reti...

SoI guess, i'm not a good writer.

But I missed him so very much.

Al-Fatihah...


Teringat masa kecilku
Kau peluk dan kau manja
Indahnya saat itu
Buatku melambung

Disisimu terngiang
Hangat nafas segar harum tubuhmu
Kau tuturkan segala mimpi-mimpi
Serta harapanmu

Kau ingin ku menjadi
Yang terbaik bagimu
Patuhi perintahmu
Jauhkan godaan
Yang mungkin kulakukan
Dalam waktuku beranjak dewasa
Jangan sampai membuatku
Terbelenggu jatuh dan terinjak

Tuhan tolonglah sampaikan
Sejuta sayangku untuknya
Ku terus berjanji
Tak kan khianati pintanya
Ayah dengarlah betapa sesungguhnya
Ku mencintaimu
Kan ku buktikan ku mampu penuhi maumu

Andaikan detik itu
Kan bergulir kembali
Kurindukan suasana
Basuh jiwaku

Membahagiakan aku
Yang haus akan kasih dan sayangmu
Tuk wujudkan segala sesuatu
Yang pernah terlewati

Rabu, Mac 23, 2005

"sepi dan sendiri aku benci..."

so yuk ngopi?

ili, nanti aku call. ko kat pj lagi kan? masih Eh! yer?

Malas nak tulis panjang...

Hopelessly devoted to u...

Guess mine is not the first heart broken
My eyes are not the first to cry
I’m not the first to know
There’s just no getting over you

You know I’m just a fool who’s willing
To sit around and wait for you
But, baby, can’t you see
There’s nothing else for me to do?
I’m hopelessly devoted to you

But now there’s nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I’m out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying, fool, forget him.
My heart is saying, don’t let go.
Hold on till the end.
And that’s what I intend to do
I’m hopelessly devoted to you

But now there’s nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I’m out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you



p/s: sou, aku curik. sekian terima kasih.

Sabtu, Mac 19, 2005

Oit oit

First time update blog dgn seorg penonton. Rasa amat...amat pelik. Wanted to write so many things but I better keep this short.

4565645 (ditaip oleh penonton yg bosan)

dah ar. nak balik la. tension.

korang ada tak kenal lelaki yg lagi kuat membebel dari orang kat sebelah aku ni? kalau ada, tolonglah kenalkan. rasa nak sumbat je mulut dia dgn karung gula.

Jumaat, Mac 04, 2005

Dari saya yang hilang kaca mata...

Updates
Ada apa dgn kehidupan saya? Saya dah pindah ke Shah Alam, so warga s.a bila nak buat jumpa-jumpi to welcome me huh? Haha...

Work
Been hectic. Love it. Cuma some things people say about my work buat aku rasa cam nak meletup. True, to hell with what they say. Tapi aku juga masih nak have my say and they can tell me to hell with it. Baru fair and square. Kan?
1) Called an old friend out of the blue the other day. She didn't know aku dah kerja pun. That's how long we've lost touch. Before this memang rapat gile jugak la. Upon knowing aku dah kerja, soalan normal, gaji berapa? So i told her. And she said, "kerja senang buat debit-kredit je pun dpt gaji byk tu??! jadi engineer yang susah ni pun, 1 tahun kerja pun tak dpt cam tuh tau!"
And i don't know why I bothered calling her. And I told her that precisely.
Shallownya menganggap mudah hidup orang lain. To hell with u.
2) Dipandang ermm...shall I use the word hina here?...kerana kerja kilang. Coz kerja kilang tak glamour, kotor, pakai uniform...geli lah. Ingat aku kerja packing gula agaknya. Aku tak kisah pun. Chehh...bak kata pepatah (ni yang sengal ni bila aku keluarkan pepatah...hahahha) 'Benih yang baik, dibuang ke laut jadi pulau.' Maka jadilah benih yang baik yg boleh tumbuh di mana2 daripada jadi benih mampos yang kalau buang dlm baja pun tak jadi apa.
Janji aku happy, gaji pun masyukkkk....hahahhaha.

Love
Pening. To sesiapa yg tahu kisah, jangan place bet pulak ek mana satu aku nak pilih. Aku takleh nak tulis in detail kat sini. Bahaya.
I am a flirt. So sue me.

Friends
Kalau anda ada niat tersirat nak berkawan dgn saya, blah.
Kalau anda fikir saya ada niat tersirat nak berkawan dgn anda, blah.
Kalau anda terlalu banyak berfikir, bawak bertenang.
Kami peduli. Tapi kalau mahu kami terlalu ambil peduli, then anda tak peduli, then anda peduli ckp orang lain tentang kami yang kononnya tak peduli...anda fikir kami peduli??!
In the end, penting ke semua itu?

Sheilagank, aku kangen kamu semua. PP coming to kl in april, mari jadi stalker?

Jom tidor.

Selasa, Februari 22, 2005

Missed me, people?

Ada yang bilang blog aku berabuk la, bersawang la, aku hilang la, kena culik la...hakikatnya pc rosak. Dan aku sibuk dengan kerjaya. Ni pun menumpang kasih sebentar di pc adik.
So many things happened since December. As usual, life has its ups and downs. Blast0ff's over, the kaj4ng boys won and so did fcann0n! (yeahhh!!). SD made it to semi finals. Well done, boys. Mo0se told a friend of his that I'd be the one supporting him no matter what he do. Be it good or bad. Hmmm..not sure if that is a good thing. Good kot? Hmm...Ntah.
Aku tak tahu nak tulis apa.
Rakan2....i missed u guys. Kapan nak ngopi?
Siapa belum dapat number phone baru aku huh? It's 019-2**96**. Hahaha...kalau masih ada number lama, leave me an offline msg ke, email ke, friendster ke...i'll get back to u.
Nanti2 aku tulis panjang2 lagi. Nak gosok baju. Nak gosok gigi.
Wassalam...

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