Khamis, Jun 30, 2005

Besok barangkali.

Apa mas yakin kita masih punya hari esok?

Hmmm...

Ya ka???!

when a girl is quiet,
she is tired of loving you
yet dunno if you love her.

when a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering if u love her.

when a girl says "im fine" after a few seconds,
she is not fine at all.

when a girl stares at you,
she is thinking if only she can have you.

when a girl lies on ur shoulder,
she is hoping time would stop forever.

when a girl calls you everyday,
she wants to hear ur voice.

when a girl wants to see you everyday,
she miss you.

when a girl sms you everyday,
she expects you to reply.

when a girl says "i love you",
she actually means it.

when a girl says she cant live without u,
she means if you die, she will die.

when a girl says "i miss you",
she really miss you.

Selasa, Jun 28, 2005

Curik dari blog kak im

Choose an artist/band and answer using their song

My Choice: D3W4

Are you male or female: K1R4NA
Describe yourself: EL4NG
How do some people feel about you: M4TAHARI, BUL4N, BINT4NG
How do you feel about yourself: S4TU
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: ROM4N PICIS4N
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: K4MUL4H S4TU-S4TUNYA
Describe where you want to be: ANG1N
Describe what you want to be: HIDUP INI IND4H
Describe how you live: AKU TET4PL4H AKU
Describe how you love: MIST1kUS C1NT4
Share a few words of wisdom: H4D4PI DENG4N SENYUM4N

Going cuckoo...

am feeling really shitty. it's like i am going to war againts the whole world. ehemmm....WORLDDD!!! (dah demam? ahakss). Well, it's that time of the month. I'll just leave it to that. No need for scientific explaination on why am I feeling so shitty.

I can't believe it's only Wednesday esok. Why cant it be friday?? why?? Aku betul2 takde mood nak kerja ni...betul2 sgt2 takde mood.

Aku mau hingar, aku mau di pasar.

Dan aku mau 'kamu'. How could u be so blind?

Only thinking bout September keeps me sane.

Yang Terbaik Bagimu

i've been silent. there are so many things i wanted to write about, wanted to share with y'all tapi i can't seem to find the right words. tried to, but it always comes out wrong. today i'm trying again...just in case anyone still browses thru my blog. ha ha...

My last entry was in March. Aku confirmed kat kilang gula on 1st April (got early confirmation...he he..) and Arwah Abah passed away on 2nd. Part ni yang bagi aku paling susah nak cerita. Orang selalu ckp, yang pergi biarlah pergi, yang hidup ni kena teruskan hidup. Tapi satu yang pasti...bila yg pergi tu pergi, yang hidup pasti akan merasa hidup berubah. Tipulah kalau aku ckp, tak pernah terlintas pun ttg arwah, especially kalau ada keputusan nak dibuat, ada peristiwa berlaku. Ada jugak terlintas, kalau ada Abah, apa ya yang dia akan buat, apa akan jadi.

Dan tipu jugak kalau aku cakap, aku tak rindu Arwah Abah. Aku rindu sangat2. Even as I am writing this pun, air mata tu nak jugak keluar.

It's been almost 3 months. 12 july ni, 100 hari.

Actually, I still cant bring my self to write about this. Dont want to make it sound tak redha, or too sad...i wanted to state it as it is. Manalah tau, boleh jadi peringatan kat semua, to treat them well masa diorang ada. Tapi tak reti...

SoI guess, i'm not a good writer.

But I missed him so very much.

Al-Fatihah...


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