Ahad, November 13, 2005

Kanda, Apa Khabar Kau Di Sana?

Saya mahu, mahu, mahu ke Bandung lagi.

Dan Jogja juga. (eross, tunggulah aku di kota mu!!)

Mid next year, what say you?

Mari lah mari...

P/S: Abang Thorik kayaknya M.I.A nih...hmmm....

Words for a 'wise' guy

Heard some one has been talking bad about me. The beauty of it, he doesn't even know me. He hasn't even talk to me and yet he doesn't like me. Well, saying "hai, dah lama sampai?" followed by, "datang sorang je?" isn't considered having a conversation. Here's some news, I never liked you too. Just like that boy has been selling stories about me to you, he's been bad mouthing you to me. Ha ha ha.

And just like he lied to me, why wouldn't he lie to you too?

You might consider what ever you are doing as protecting the image of those boys you are taking care of. I consider what ever I am doing as trying to help him do what he must to change it. See the difference?

Do yourself and them a favor. Stop selling your cute tales. It's sick. And the more you talk, the more people will realize what a moron he is. And you'd seem like a moron too for trying to cover that up.

As I was a moron for believing in him before.

You use the masses to get your words to people. Right now your words aren't able to hurt me, simply because we don't belong to the same circle. Don't u realize it will only reflect on you guys?

I hope these words get to you. And for your sake, stop it. Only he and I know what exactly happened. Hasn't it ever occured to you that there's always two-sides of that story? Don't pass judgement of me just based on what he said.

Hell, I don't even care.

Sudahlah, aku muak dengan segala kebodohan ini.

Note: Gilakan dia? Gilakan dia my ass.

Sabtu, November 12, 2005

..:: CINTA vs SUKA ::..

Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta,
hati kita akan berdegup kencang...
Tapi di depan orang yang kita suka,
hati kita akan gembira...

Di depan orang yang kita suka,
musim itu cuma berangin sahaja...
Di depan orang yang kita cinta,
musim sentiasa berbunga-bunga...

Jikalau kita lihat di dalam mata orang yang kita cinta,
kita akan kaku...
Tapi jikalau kita melihat ke dalam mata orang yang kita suka,
kita akan tersenyum...

Di depan orang yang kita cinta,
lidah kelu untuk berkata-kata...
Di depan orang yang kita suka,
lidah bebas berkata apa sahaja...

Di depan orang yang kita cinta,
kita menjadi malu...
Di depan orang yang kita suka,
kita akan tunjukkan imej yang sebenar...

Kita tidak boleh merenung mata orang yang kita cinta...
Tepi kita selalu merenung mata orang yang kita suka...

Bila orang yang kita cinta menangis,
kita akan turut menangis...
Bila orang yang kita suka menangis,
kita akan turut membuat dia gembira...

Perasaan cinta bermula dari mata,
Perasaan suka bermula dari telinga...
Jadi, jikalau kita berhenti menyukai seseorang yang kita suka...
Umpama kita membuang telinga kita
Tapi jika kita cuba menutup mata
Cinta berbuah menjadi airmata

Setiap orang yang akan mengalami ini dalam hidup mereka,
Cuma fikirkanlah bersama-sama siapa yang anda cinta.

Tetapi, hakikatnya
Cinta kepada Allah swt
Adalah lebih hakiki dan abadi

Nota kaki: aku curik dari bulletin orang.

Kambing dan Kebo

Somebody has been really sweet to me. It freaks the people around me tho. Got different views from different people. As for me, I don't really want to think of it. Am not really giving a thought about so many stuffs in my life at the moment. If that means I am heart broken, maybe...just maybe, I am. But this heart doesn't seems to be broken. Either that's true or I am too clueless and ignorant to notice.


To all my caring friends, luv y'all. Your concern is highly appreciated.

Jom pergi karaoke nak? Aku kangen nak mengasah bakat. Ahaks.

To that somebody, 'kambing poyo' is nothing bad. It's adorable tau. Haha. Okay, I'll change it to:
a) Tiang Telefon
b) Bontot Power (muahhahaha!!!)
c) Metallica
d) Didi
e) Other. Please Fill____________

Pilih sendiri. 20 sen, 20 sen...

Selasa, November 08, 2005

Kanak2 pintar

had very late lunch after work with Lelaki's big bro and youngest bro. Saje, minum2, makan2. Young bro was very adorable.
Y.B=young bro
B.B=big bro

Y.B: Angah (that's B.B) kena kawen dgn C.T (nurhal!za, who else? hahaa...)!
B.B: kenapa pulak??
Y.B: Angah artis, C.T pun artis. Padan. (Yelah tu dik...)
B.B: Bila pulak Angah artis...
Me: Kalau angah dgn C.T, 'Lelaki' tuh?
Y.B: Dengan Kak F4rina lah!!!
Me: Huh?? Eh saya tak nak kahwin dgn dia lah...
Y.B: Elleh awak tipu!
Me & B.B: huh?? (ey budak nihhh)

Kecik2 dah pandai.

Ahad, November 06, 2005


Your Vibe Is Somewhat Sexy

On a good day, you're the sexiest woman in the world
But on a bad day, you can't help but feel a little average
Try to remember the times you've felt the sexiest...
And keep that attitude even on the worst of days


You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Tell me something I don't know

You Are a Drama Queen (or King)

(You are more dramatic than 70% of the population.)

And the oscar goes to... you!

You're all about overreacting and just plain acting.

You see the world as your stage, and give a great performance.

And while you're friends may find you entertaining at times...

Everyone's secretly hoping that you'll just chill a little.

(But they'd never tell you - they fear your wrath!)


Been dragging lyna to raya with me and family these past couple of days. Really hoped she's been enjoying herself with us. Babe, u've been great.
As usual, I had to go thru with the normal routine of 'Bila nak kahwin?' Q&A session, in which I finally use the sentence I've been practicing for this whole year...
"Sekarang pun saya nak, jodoh je tak sampai lagi"
It's a very productive answer, since I am born into a family of match makers. They have started lining up blind dates for me.
My first reaction...ey, tak nak lah!
Then the questions came...why? and why not?
Soalan yang ini, aku tak tahu nak jawab.

Bak kata Dhani..."hadapi dengan senyuman".

Last afternoon, *surprise, surprise*, went to HIS home to beraya. Called his bro first to let him know we're coming. HE was right up front in the lawn when lyna n i arrived. Hahaha...my guts almost terbang melayang-layang bila nampak dia. Almost. Went in, met the whole family, mkn kerepek lada hitam, air zam-zam, macam2, shared lots of laugh...while he lock himself away in his room. Cute, avoiding me in his own house. Almost pitied him for having to do that. Almost. The mom's quite pelik why the whole time I was there, he wasn't around. Put two and two together, I think she'd come to a conclusion, eventually.

"hadapilah ini...kisah kita takkan abadi..."

12 may

Your Birthdate: May 12

You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame.
You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them.
Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing.
You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship.

Your strength: Your charm

Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics

Your power color: Indigo

Your power symbol: Four leaf clover

Your power month: December

Addicted to blogsthings, i think

Your Power Color Is Lime Green

At Your Highest:

You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary.

At Your Lowest:

You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in.

In Love:

You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated.

How You're Attractive:

Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room.

Your Eternal Question:

"What else do I need in my life?"

Sabtu, November 05, 2005

I act my age, baby! Hahaha...

You Are 23 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

but if ppl ask...tell them i am 17. always.

Emo juge

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

Jumaat, November 04, 2005

Pendiam dan Pemalu

Spent last nite till wee hours in the morning reading testimonials for me written by my friends in f'ster. Cara yang baik untuk menaikkan self esteem tatkala sedang berduka lara. No, semalam saya tidak berduka lara. Cuma...ntah, sesaje jek. Hehehhe...

Some testimo made me say 'huh??!', some made me laugh, some made me smile, but all of them is just really sweet. Thanks to all who has taken the time and effort to crack ur head and made my day. It's weird to realize how the things we did, secara sengaja atau tak sengaja, yang kita anggap besar atau kecil, sadar atau NGGAK SADAR affects how others perceive us.

Tapikan...satu yang jelas...most people describe me as...


Mak nenek ke aku ni ek??

tapi ada seorang yang kata aku pemalu. seriously he said I am that. To which I replied...
"I think if most of my friends hear u call me that, they will either tarik2 rambut mereka tanda tak setuju, atau tarik2 rambut kamu sebab tak puas hati."

Talkative, aku terima. Pemalu? Ada kot. Ada kot. Kot la...hahhahaha

Selasa, November 01, 2005

Sememangnya aku Taurus sejati

Your True Sign Is Taurus





Greedy and Generous

Determined and Deliberate

Lover Of All Things Luxurous

Comfort Seeking and Comforting

What's Your True Zodiac Sign? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.


Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating
Maybe you're looking for love...But mostly you're looking for fun.You could get serious with the right person.For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

How You Life Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
How Do You Live Your Life?

How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How Are You In Love?

You Are 80% Boyish and 20% Girlish
You have a tough exterior - and usually a tough interior to match it.You're no nonsense, logical, and very assertive.Sometimes you can't understand women at all, even if you're a woman yourself.You see things rationally, and don't like to let your emotions get the best of you.
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls
You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.
How Girlie Are You?

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is
After dinner at your favorite restaurant, at the spot where you first kissed.

You Have Your PhD in Men
You understand men almost better than anyone.You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.
How Well Do You Understand Men?

You Are a Daisy
You see the world with an artist's eye.
Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments.
You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets.
You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in.
What Flower Are You?

Your Element is Fire
Your power color: red
Your energy: hot
Your season: spring
Like a fire, you are full of power and light.A born leader, you easily draw people toward you.You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous.You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention.
What Element Are You?

You Are a Skin Deep Sweetheart
You may be supermodel gorgeous or a plain Jane.It really doesn't matter, because you're confident and secure.You don't go out looking like a slob, but you are low maintenance.You have better things to worry about than whether your nails are the right shade!
Are You Obsessed With Your Looks?

Your Scent is Rose

Delicate, feminine, and soft
Your personality is fresh and understated
What Scent Are You? Take This Quiz :-)
Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

Selamat, selamat, selamat

am chilling at lyna's place again tonite. ppl, my tagboard is back so just shout!!! haha...

was in s.alam earlier this evening. lyna wanted to see His home. Took her lalu depan that house. I almost had a heart attack when I saw a guy in front. Thought it's Him! Called up the big bro. Rupanya it's the big bro. Fuhh. Don't want that idiot to think I am stalking him. Hahaha. Big bro asked me to come berbuka and beraya. Should i??

Not sure if I want to.

Raya is in a few days time. Me in spirit to forgive and to apologize. Hehehe...(spirit kutip duit raya pun ada...ada orang tu bagi saya duit raya banyakkk. Terima kasih! Ehekss..layak lagi rupanya saya dpt duit raya ye) Anyway, apa saya nak cakap ye...haaa...

Saya nak minta maaf kepada semua, andai ada TERbuat silap dan salah, TERkasar bahasa, TERgores hati, TERkuat nada, TERtipu, TERkutuk, TERumpat...dan segala TER yang sewaktu dengannya, dari jauh ku pohonkan ampun maaf...sob sob sob.

Any request ke untuk aku buat open house?

p/s: aku nak duit raya...nak duit raya...nak duit raya...

Happiness Is The Truth

Been a while since I felt so deliriously happy to the point that I fell like telling the whole world how I feel, and why. But, having been...