Isnin, Mei 22, 2006

something weird happened to me today. As I was going thru some invoices, rasa sesak nafas dan ketat dada. Cam..macam kena serangan asma. So I practised apa2 breathing excersizes yg patut, trying to get some air to my lungs. And it hurts. Sampai menitik jugak la air mata betina aku. Dah macam2 dlm kepala otak aku. Apsal ni? Ishh.

After more then an hour, my breathing is almost back to normal. Tak boleh jadi, went to D3mc to jumpa Doc.

He said, it ain't astma. My lungs sounds okay, semua okay...Tapi mungkin...

Aku Stress.

Semua orang tak percaya seorang Farina boleh stress sampai sakit. Mak, Minn, Faie, Shanen...they all said, "you??! stress??!" Tak payahkan orang lain, aku pun macam...apanya yang aku stress?? I feel like everything is under control. No doubt, kerja melambak and lots of new things coming up and I'm feeling the pressure but, I've never been someone yang crack under pressure. No doubt, gaduh dgn DIA buat saya rasa bersalah kerana memadamkan senyuman itu. Tapi sampai saya sesak nafas?

To kamu. Maybe, I need to see ur smile again, so that this pain will go away. Please?
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Kawan2, doakan saya sihat ye.

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