Selasa, Januari 30, 2007

Opah has been very, very ill. She spent the last 3 weeks in i.c.u in UH, got discharged yesterday. Not because she's got better, but because there's nothing else the doctor could do for her.
Last nite her condition was so bad, we were prepared for any consequences. Alhamdulillah, she lives to see the ray of sunlight today.
Hope she'll live to see my wedding day. Whenever that is.

Please pray for her. For us. For all of us.

Tq.

Ahad, Januari 28, 2007


This beautiful sis of mine turns 27 today. Happy Birthday Kak Yatie!

p/s: Birthday Kak Yatie sama dgn Nick Carter (BSB). Imagine, after all these years, I still remember Nick's bday. Sheishh...malu!

Jumaat, Januari 26, 2007


Masih ku merasa angkuh
Terbangkan anganku jauh
Langit kan menangkapku
Walau ku terjatuh

Dan bila semua tercipta
Hanya untukku merasakan
Semua yang tercipta
Hampa hidup terasa

Lelah tatapku mencari
Mencari hati untukku membagi
Menemani langkahku namun tak berarti

Dan bila semua tercipta
Tanpa harus ku merasakan
Cinta yang tersisa hampa hidup terasa

Bagai bintang di surga
Dan seluruh warna
Dan kasih yang setia
Dan cahaya nyata

Oh bintang di surga
Berikan cinta
Dan kasih yang setia
Dan cahaya nyata



p/s: tu bukan bintang...tu bulan.

Selasa, Januari 23, 2007

Blush! lingerie for sale.



for this and much more, click HERE.

Price? Much, much, much cheaper than the market.

For more info, just send me an email at farinajamal@gmail.com

Rabu, Januari 17, 2007

Jangan lagi kau datang
Tak ingin lagi ku mendengarnya
Dan kini kuminta
Pergi, cepat pergi
Jangan, jangan kembali
Tinggalkan ku sendiri
Memang lebih baik begini

Selasa, Januari 16, 2007

PEONNNNN!!!

CUTI AKU APPROVEDDDDD!!!

LET'S START MAKING PLANS.

KAK YATIE!!!!

NAK NASI BRIYANI KAMBING!!!!

NAK KISS HARRIS & ADAMMMM!!!!

*jumping up and down*

Ahad, Januari 14, 2007


ketika aku lihat cahaya terang
aku dapat merasakan kemanakan pergi
disaat aku pijak dunia luar
aku yakin semuanya akan kunikmati

takkan pernah aku takut
takkan pernah aku sedih
hadapi semua ini

ketika aku lihat cahaya terang
aku dapat menemukan tujuan hidupku
hilanglah sudah semua masa laluku
akan ku lewati semua dengan hal yang baru

takkan pernah aku takut
takkan pernah aku sedih
hadapi semua ini

aku takkan bisa hidup tanpa diri-Nya
aku takkan mampu hidup tanpa sentuhan-Nya
mampu hidup tanpa sentuhan-Nya

takkan pernah aku takut
takkan pernah aku sedih
hadapi semua ini
When the evil green monster called jealousy starts lurking in my heart...i know, i'm in deep shit.
It means I care, a lil bit too much than I'd be comfortable with. And that knowledge actually freaks the hell out of me.

Should I cry for help? To whom? What for?

Maybe it'll go away, this feeling. Maybe he will. Maybe we'll both run towards different direction. And never look back. MAYBE.

Semua pilihan dalam kehidupan ada rintangan, tak perlu kita memilih rintangan seperti apa yg mampu kita jalani, just go with the flow, InsyaAllah. Yakin, Allah know what's best for us.

I pray for the best for myself, dan semoga itu berjaya saya dapatkan.

Jumaat, Januari 12, 2007

Kepada salah seorg adik beradik sellagank ku yang sering ku andalkan,

Ull, dan hubbynya Adie...
semoga kekal bahagia sampai rambut kalian mulai rontok, sampai perut kalian mulai buncit, sampai saat kamu lanjut usia...

Hingga ujung waktu.

Ahad, Januari 07, 2007

Despite the piling workload, aku telah berjaya mencuri2 masa utk aktivitas sosial ini... (muakakaka)

Khamis:
Nonton 'berb4gi suami' bareng Mbak Im dan Des. Dan Ili. Thanks Ili for the info, and the tics! Ngeh ngeh. Read mixed reviews of the film. Some suka, some don't, which is of course, completely normal.
For myself, I absolutely love it. Wonderful casts, superb acting, good script, lovely camerawork, settings, and normal day-to-day problem that we can see happening around us, things we could relate to, things that made sense.
C'est la vie, not everything is beautiful and perfect. Cuma terserah how we want to perceive it.
We have choices. We make choices. That's easy. Learning how to live with the choices we made is the hardest part.
Dan barangkali kita sering gak sadar kalau pilihan kita itu juga efek hidup org lain?

Jumaat:
Sl4nk. Read previous entry. K4k4!!!

Sabtu:
Kenang4n Ter1ndah bersama S4msons. Karcis gratis courtesy of my uncle. Barengan adik2, shamam dan adik, im dan des dan err...sepupu ya? Hehe, ampun! Aku dengan poyo2 mengaku bukan fansnya sams0ns (what do sams0ns' fans call themselves? Samsonit3 eh? *lol*) alih2 aku hapal dengan cemerlang semua lagu. Tidaaakkkk!!! malu, malu...
So-so aje concertnya. Opening act was Sof4z, Gerh4na Sk4 Cint4 and 0aG, but we missed Sof4z, thank God. Love GSC!
Hightlight of the concert is of course, when they sang k3nang4n t3rind4h, dlm hujan pulak tu, Really the wet-kaos-party. Pheuwww...

Note: Semua event dapat tiket free. Makasih, makasih :-)

Sabtu, Januari 06, 2007

Stress.

Havent had any weekend off for the past six weeks, except for the day when I went to Pontian for Fara's wedding, and on Hari Raya Iduladha. Work work work.

My body's already sending me signals that it can't take it anymore. I feel stiff. My body ache. My brain can't think straight. I get pissed off rather easily. I laugh at wrong times.

I need a break. One glance at the kalendar shows that I can't take one anytime soon. Have to keep this pace for perhaps another month.

On top of that, my sub-ordinate got sick, she fainted in the office and then got warded, Poor her...
and I've to do her job as well now. I just hope I won't get sick as well. I can't afford that now. I dreamt last nite, that I got sick. Hospitalized. Then my colleagues came for a visit with a box full of files, and a lap top. Hahaha...
I know i've had enough of work when I even have nightmares of it!

If I have so much work to do, why am I blogging? Bcoz otak aku jam lah.

Still, I went for sl4nk's concert ystrday, hoping to revive my spirit. Sl4nk was great, they didnt sing much of the songs i'm familiar with tho'. K4k4 comel gile! Hot hot hot.
The crowd, crazy. Asyik gaduhhhhh aje! So many people got keronyokin. Skeri siot! Dah belasah2 orang, peace-peace plak. Huh...hello, where's the Peace-Love-Unity-Respect y'all??
Thank God for the VIP passes by bro gave me, which gave us seats, instead of having to stand with the crowd of the field. Dont think my system could take the bloody crowd.

Maka, adakah spirit aku revived?
Takdelah, hari ni kena kerja lagi. Besok lagi. Dan hari-hari seterusnya...

Gambatte kudasai!

p/s: aku addicted lagu ni sekarang... huhu...virus!

Aku gak mau menjadi setan yang menakutimu
Aku gak mau menjadi iblis yang menyesatkanmu
Yang aku mau kau mencoba .. tuk mengenal aku
Yang aku mau kau belajar .. tuk mencintai aku
Tulus .. dan apa adanya ..
Aku gak mau seperti api .. membakar hatimu
Aku gak mau seperti duri .. yang melukaimu
Yang aku tahu ku mencoba .. terbuka
Yang aku tau ku sengaja .. tuk slalu bicara
Jujur .. dan apa adanya ..
Aku bisa saja menjadi seperti virus
Yang melumpuhkanmu

Isnin, Januari 01, 2007

Happy New Year, people.

My resolution for 2007?

To not have one.

Alah, yang last year pun tak tercapai.

Me: High risk, high return, kan...
Him: Not all times, sometimes high risk, no return at all.
Me: Ada, only maybe it's intrinsic return, instead of extrinsic?
Him: Well, yeah...if you count experiences as return, and you dont mind losing millions for an experience, sure.


To everyone and everything that has made 2006 a year full of experiences for me, some good, some bad, but nevertheless, all memorable...I thank you all.

Dan terima kasih Allah, kerana menjadikan saya insan yang tambah tegar dengan setiap cobaan mendatang.

Dan semoga tahun ini saya kurang diajukan soalan2 tentang kahwin. Cliche, okay.

Friends, semoga kita kekal jadi kisah klasik untuk masa depan.

Let's embark on the new year with a smile!

sok pede!

March 2017 - 'Ada Apa Dengan Jogja?' (Part 2.5)

Honestly tho, I have nothing much to say about the show, except what everyone would already know...It was AH-MAY-ZINGGGG!!! *fangirling mod...