A long overdue update. Thanks if you still read by long, despite the longer lapse these days. I could blame work for it, or the lousy connection in my office, but I think, I've only myself to blame. Hehehe.
Updates, let's see...I've started a mengandam business. And wedding planning. To friends and families yang bagi support, mentally and financially, dari lubuk hati yang terdalam,
I am bad at promoting myself so here goes...kawan2, kalau got function/dirisik/bertunang/berkahwin, looking for a make-up artist, you know the number to call. (hint: mine!) Ngehehehe.
And not just make up, if you need help looking for photographer, videographer, catering service, tukang buat kad kahwin, tukang buat website, tukang jahit, tukang cuci pinggan, tukang buat pelamin dan hantaran...I'm ur man! Eh. Woman. :-)
The other new thing in my life, I am not about to disclose it just yet, because I am still trying to work things out, and I haven't made up my mind about it. And no, I am not talking about getting married but tengkiyuverimuch.
Got stopped by a pakcik guard at work yesterday. He said, I've been looking glum lately, he asked if there's anything wrong. I was stumped. I knew I wasn't emotionally stable these past few weeks, but I thot I managed to cover it up. If even the security guard noticed, apa pula kata duniaa?? Yikes.
Kenapa saya mandom? Maybe I am jaded, maybe I am getting old, maybe I have lost my reason to smile, maybe...pakcik itu seorang penyibuk. Nevertheless, it got me thinking. And a bit worried.
And then came in a msg in my inbox, a saviour. Cik Onie ajak karaoke! Yeay! I love karaokeing (is that even a word?) with her. We both know when we do it, it is because we're both highly stressed up with life. But we don't talk about it, we just sing. And it is rather comforting to not dissect our problems to the core. To just, drown our sorrows by singing our hearts out (I bet once our sorrows hear us sing, they'd be begging to be drowned anyway).
We did Terra Rossa's Bunga Angkasa flawlessly (imagine that!), we did mawi and m.nasir impersonation, we tried Kak Melah's Kau Kunci Cintaku but failed, perhaps bcoz we were not wearing lighted up dresses (alasan. eheh), and I sang F4's Season of Fireworks! Hahaha...dah la lyrics tulis in chinese characters, main hentam kromo je. Onie said I sounded convincing. It was fun.
Dan hari ini terasa hati saya much2 lebih ringan. Alhamdulillah.
Bermula menghadapi hari dengan senyuman...Ayuh semua, gambatte kudasai!!
Bercakap tentang F4, they've got a new album out!