Isnin, Januari 12, 2009

Musing

Saya gembira saya sibuk.

Bila saya sibuk, saya tak ada masa nak fikirkan benda lain.

I am afraid, of being idle. Afraid I would start thinking about unpleasant things which are hard to forget, even harder to remember.
Maka saya kerja bersungguh-sungguh hingga lewat, hingga semalam tinggal sendirian di office kemudian lari lintang pukang pulang sebab office blackout dan saya takut akan gelap,
kemudian menghabiskan masa dirumah membaca buku-buku vampires sehingga tertidur supaya mimpi-mimpi saya dipenuhi dengan vampire ganteng dan warewolf hot.

It works!
"Sibukkan harimu, jangan pikirkanku..."

But then again, if I am writing this, doesn't it mean I still, remember?

Damn.

p/s: i wanna run away again. Maybe I'll just pack a bag and see if time permits, lari saja ke mana2 for the weekend.

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